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22 January 2012 @ 06:20 pm
I'm not the first one, who found out, that "Still" is HoMin's "W". Yeah, the lyrics is amazing. You said, Changmin made this song? Aish. Today is the day, when I wondered, how much they must miss each other. When they stand at the stage... It doesn't matter - JYJ or HoMin, they clearly can see empty places. But they do their best, to thank their fans and show love towards them. I know those empty places.. Someday will be filled. Do you believe? I do~

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22 January 2012 @ 06:04 pm
My God... Those lucky gurls.. ;__; Why I haven't that chance to go to the fanmeeting and hug them like this~
I'm trying to imagine this kind of situation, but woah.. It's too hard </3 Have you even been hugged by someone from DB5K?

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06 January 2012 @ 06:45 pm
Ok, it's my first ff in English.
It's not perfect, but.... I'll do my best in the future~

Title: Holding back the red tears
Author: sinnjeje
Length: One shot
Genre: Drama
Rating: PG

I looked at the clock.
Five minutes past nine.
And there wasn't any living soul yet.
Okay then, it's time to close a cafeteria.
I turned off a cash register and started cleaning a floor. I was thinking about a warm bed in my house, I was so sleepy. I've been too tired all day long, because of early getting up last days. 
So my dream that day was only "MY BED".
The night was cold, since it was one of first days of December.
My cold thoughts about winter were interrupted by somebody's entry to the cafeteria.
"Oh, God.. No.... Not now!".
I glared at the door. It was a boy... A man, I should say. He lightly bowed and didn't even look at me when we he entering. I couldn't see his face, because there was too dark near the doors. 
- Hi - he muttered as he was very slowly walking closer. He looked like a desparated man.
- Good evening - I said and waited, so he could took his jacket off. But did it awkwardly.
He sat down and put his hands interly on the table.
- Three bottles of soju, please.
I could saw outline of his face clearly.

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04 January 2012 @ 12:10 am
Yup, I know they spent New Year's Eve together, kkkkk ♥ Didn't they?
Yeasterday I read ff written by my friend. It was really good ff. +18. But I like it I think... I used to don't like yaoi. But YJ it's not yaoi, right? XD 
It's true love.

I miss them ;_;
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03 January 2012 @ 11:59 pm
...for a long time. I'm sorry :< 
Well, I wish all of you all of the best in this new year! ♥
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17 December 2011 @ 05:59 pm
Today I had a dream. Very special one... 
In this dream I was on the trip with my class. But my class looked very strange. There was my younger and older friends. There was people who I only knew from the Internet as well. We were visiting various places and having fun. The one person, who I was so close with during this trip was... Max Changmin. He was really cute, funny and quite shy. My heart was beating so fast, when I was with him. Amazing feeling. I felt like I was so in love with him. When he was looking at me and smiling I was becoming speechless. I felt like there were some strong bonds between us... 
Finally, when we were coming home, I sat next to him in the bus. 
I looked at him and smiled. He did the same and I saw his cute shyness. God, I wanted to save this moment forever in my mind. He took my cheek with his soft hand and looked deep into my eyes. I felt love in my heart... And he was so close.. Then he kissed me. It was typical Korean kiss [wall-kiss], but I couldn't take a breath. He took my hand like he wanted to tell me "Please, don't go.". I hugged him and wanted to stay this way eternally. He knew I loved him and loved me too. We were talking a lot, once he was laughing at me and said "Babo!" with his gentle voice. Lovely moments~
Then I stood up and went to my friend to talk about something. I was catching him when he has looked at me from time to time. 
Bus stopped. It was time to go out and come back home. I was walking along with him.

Please, don't leave me...
I had those thoughts in my head.

And I woke up.
I cried. It was the most real dream in my life, and full of strong feelings. Strong and pure at the same time. 
Although Jaejoong is my bias... I love all OT5. I just can't help, but I love them so badly~
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11 December 2011 @ 01:38 am

It's the conclusion.
But during Christmas.. being in 5, together.. since Christmas it's time of miracles, isn't it?

Any way, their happiness = my happiness ♥
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10 December 2011 @ 02:17 am
Yunho and Jaejoong.
In Shanghai.
It was just one big spazzz by Cassies.
Did they meet? Pls, let me believe they did ♥

Aish, I love those obvious proves >D
~~ I see no diference ^^
and that woman.. *.* 

... this car

and that book

and a lot of other different proves.

oh c'mon, they met, there's no other way ♥
08 December 2011 @ 04:22 pm
Today I've browsing full of the sites with YunJae's pic. Hm, you must now, I used to be anty-yaoi fangirl, haha XD It's not like I've started to like it, no, no.... But it's the one pairing I like.. Or maybe I should say it's the only pairing I love. I found a lot of fanarts and real pics.
Kim Jaejoong and Jung Yunho.
They were so cute couple.. Or reather they "are" - it's thinking in Cassiopeia way, but it's based on faith as well. Cuz yeah, I believe they meet. Fans from time to time find various proves. Cassies always can find something in nothing XD Nobody is sure of course. Nobody took a picture where they are on meet, etc.
I've listened Rihanna's song "Rehab" which I love, when I was looking at YJ's pics.. They seem to be so real, so true. And this amazing way in which they were looking for each other. The best word to describe this is "magic". No one else in this world could make me like two guys in this kind of way. Well, miracles happen, it's said, 2012 it will be the year of miracles. We will see. I believe. 

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07 December 2011 @ 09:54 pm
Hi everyone~
Hm.. I'm here for the first time. I mean, I've heard about LJ hundred times, but I've never felt like I should create an account here. It's all because I want to start writing ficks in English. Yup, because my native language is Polish. I've written only in Polish so far, but.. It's time to break the rules for me.

I wouldn't be myself, if I didn't write here something about my Cassiopeian mind, haha ^^ Yes, I love DBSK/TVXQ/JYJ. They changed my life and I hope one day I'll be able to thank them in real life for this.

Ok, it's all for now. See you soon ♥
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